End of July


Here’s the highlights this month:

1. A successful outreach program! With the help of my batch mates, teacher in Research , and my friends (Shout out to John who helped me from the solicitation letter to the program and stuffs)ย  … I was able to pull off a successful feeding program for the kids.

feeding program

feeding program

After the feeding program, we went straight to my friend’s house cause it’s her birthday celebration. Tons of food greeted us but with out of respect to our other friends who still went on a detour before going to my friend’s house… we waited. Lucky for me, I stopped by John’s house and ate porridge prepared by his mom which we also served in the feeding program. (It was the best porridge I ever tasted!!!)

Food in my friend's house

Food in my friend’s house

2. We actually do have progress in our investigatory Project. It’s how to multiply the number of a certain species which is nearly endangered. Yeah,,,, it has something to do with reproduction and stuffs. Let’s make it complicated and say that, my group mates and I are conducting a study about Ova-RH and the pituitary gland extracted from catfish which wold be spawned into the Japanese eel.ย  (I feel smart after saying that)

picture below by the right is the fish that we would help multiply

picture below by the right is the fish that we would help multiply

So, originally we were just three in a group but there’s this girl that was added by our teacher in our group. I really don’t like her cause she’s socially awkward and I’d rather have introverts…ย  Plus, she wasn’t there when we got rejected by people in helping us find our Investigatory Project. She wasn’t there when we took very long walks in hopes of finding a good project.

The plus side is even though she’s like just using our group so she could compete ( cause our I.P. is science fair competition material), well we still got permission from the school that we could be excused when we conduct our experiment. (The lab is used by a lot of groups and there’s no enough materials)

3. I really really have this feeling that my crush knows that he’s my crush. He just doesn’t want things to be awkward that’ why he’s trying to stay cool about it. But I really can’t stay cool cause…. not only do I think my crush knows that he is my crush, I think the whole class knows and they won’t shut up about it.

4. CETs (College Entrance Tests) reviews here and there. So since my dream school’s CET would be right after my first grading exams… I decided to set my priorities and concentrate on reviewing my dream school’s CET.

5. I’m so enjoying my senior year. Even though it’s been a hell of a month… I enjoy it cause I have friends who make me laugh, embarrassing moments in which I would look back to, and achievements in which I could be proud of. ๐Ÿ˜€ (Yeah, I made my friend cried in her surprise celebration.)

Details on the surprise b-day celeb: So my friend’s b-day is on the 21st of July which is unfortunately a Sunday. We had a plans on giving her a surprise party the next day but we didn’t have enough money so we decided to push it to Wednesday. Then when it was Monday, my 3rd year classmates and I have a celebration for our adviser then a little tweety bird told me that my friend expected that her surprise would be joined with the celeb of our teacher and she got teary-eyed… something like that. We decided to move it on a Friday to give us more time to prepare and make my friend feel we really forgot about her. Hahaha XD I walked around the city looking for a Fighting Fish… my feet killed me after that.

this friends of mine who could  tease me to death but I still care about

these friends of mine who could
tease me to death but I still care about

Hope August could be a blast too…


Ugly on the outside


“With great power comes with with great responsibility…”

A quote from our beloved Uncle Ben…

it really is something that we could apply in our daily lives…

Thing is with great power comes with the choice to use your power for the benefit of the good or just watch at your sofa and be a couched potato.

So I’m going to set my point straight.

  • To the boy who does nothing at all… just sits and gives orders…
  • A big parasite: groups with nerds/responsible enough kids so that you can have a high score even if you don’t do anything.
  • The guy who was appointed the highest form of leadership/leadership because people thought he could do it. (Didn’t even bother to show the people who believed him that they are right.)
  • The person whom I met last school year personally and asked people who anointed you, “Why him?”
  • The one who was entrusted with great power by people who still believed in you even though I told them you weren’t good enough….
  • To the guy who’s madly deeply in love with his LDR GF and can’t get his priorities straight.
  • and the spoiled rich kid who gives bad jokes about the unfortunates…

the ones on top actually sum up to the person you are.

Eff You bery much.

Still, I thank you because of your lack of responsibility and awareness and everything… I’m motivated to be better than you. So by the end of the year, I can slap you because I could have been a better leader than you, WETCH!

Let’s talk about the Future



So, when we were younger and stuffs… “FUTURE” seemed to be something that we’re really excited about. The plans we have made to become a soldier and save the world or become a scientist and help cure cancer. [Or just live in PANDICORN (PANDa + uniCORN) world]

Now that I’m in my last year high school, just thinking about the “FUTURE” seems like a nightmare to me. I mean I had this “talk”thing with my parents about which college I would go to or what course I would take and I just wanted to scream.

ImageThing is I want to do a lot of things in my life. I want to go to London and be a fashion photographer there or work at Vogue.com in New York. Maybe, be a chef at Paris or Japan or help protect the country and be part of the Air force. Thing is there is this particular school and particular course I WOULD REALLY REALLY WANT TO APPLY BUT I CAN’T.

It’s like at the southern part of the country then the school is very expensive. But right now, that is the only thing I’m sure of but I won’t even apply cause I just don’t know why. (Sounds pretty cliche or something but it really is how I feel) So far, I applied at two colleges with courses that I am not sure if I even like.ย 

Here’s my MASTER PLAN:

1. GO to whatever college my parents or whatever is possible.

2. Graduate and get a job which would suit and finance my lifestyle well.


4. Live at London. Be a photographer/writer.

5. Attend the High School Reunion (cause even though I hate a lot of them, I’ll admit it. I’ll miss those jerks.)


Sounds a pretty good plan? NOT.

What if everything fails? I have no effing idea how to deal with my life.

I can’t even answer this essay question, “Are there any significant experiences you have had, or accomplishments you have realized, that have helped define you as a person?”

*DON’T tell me when I was born to this earth. That is too mainstream… I need a quirky answer plus I really don’t know who I am still as a person.


Week of Ups and Downs


So, I know I haven’t posted for awhile. So, I’m going to sum up all the things that happened to me this week.

1. Reshuffling of the sections. So my original section was supposed to be IV-Quantum. It was located at my past classroom when I was a junior which was like one of the best classroom for its superb ventilation. My classmates were all okay to me (OKAY meaning the people I still hate are their but my close friends are their to so I really can’t complain that much about my section.)
WHILE I was busy beingย  just contented with my section, my other batch mates complained to their mommies that they were separated with their friends. People, that’s the main purpose of teachers not to place you with your friends. Not only is this beneficial to them (less noise) but it’s also for you because at least you get to meet other people out of your circle of friends.

2. Hey Biophies!!! (Actually, that’s Biophysicist) So that’s my new section. And I was demoted to the Basement floor. Here’s the thing. My classroom location and classroom sucks but the people I’m with in that section are cool enough so that I can be friends with them. (Cause uncool and too much uncoolness makes me hate people. Just the right amount of coolness is fine by me) Even though I have few people to dislike already in my first week of stay in Biophie, I want to give everybody a chance to be friends with me. ๐Ÿ™‚ Hahaha kidding.

blurred for I did not ask permission

blurred for I did not ask permission

3. I.P I.P I.P!!!!! Investigatory Projects makes me wanna go back to first year where my last was much much much MORE SIMPLE.

4. It’s been a week since I’ve read any book that’s not related to acads.

5. PERCY JACKSON, TROY, & 300 are so useful to my Lit subject cause we’re dealing with Greek Mythology this school year.Then we had this quiz bee thing and I’m thankful that I’ve read the Percy Jackson series three times to be able to master the Greek gods and the other Greek stories. With a help of my guy group mates who watched Troy and 30, we got second place. (If I could have just trusted my guy group mate we could have tied with the other team but who cares in the recording of the work we still have the same score. ๐Ÿ™‚ )

6. MIAMI HEAT WON!!!!!!!!

Team Spirit

Team Spirit

7. Due to Miami Heat’s back-to-back championship my friend treated me a movie, World War Z. (I’ll place a movie review later on.)

8. There was this batch meeting which I really don’t know what to say.

9. I filled up a College Application form and I don’t know if I’m satisfied with what courses I placed there or not.

10. There was this “Rad lunch” (RADio chemists = third year section) it was just fun to see my friends again. ๐Ÿ™‚